My Life Evolves Around...

A Surprise

2008-10-28T16:24:00.003+08:00

I received a surprise in the office just a while ago... My dearest colleagues in the office has just got a most wonderful gift n a dream come true... My wonderful colleague in DELMAS has got me the wristlet dat i been wanting for since it came out in the boutique.. THE COACH OP MADISON Wristlet...

Thanks a lot gals n guys for the best gift...

Do & There

2008-10-28T11:27:00.003+08:00

Lately, Danish is talking n blabbering so much.. n of coz he learn a whole lot of things.. Everyday he keep us surprise with his ethics n attached is a video dat i managed to catch n ask him to do a a few things.. these are things dat we only need to teach him once n the next time u ask he will do it straight away..

A Come Back I Hope

2008-10-16T12:33:00.004+08:00

It has been a very very very long time dat i wrote my tots out... haha..

D last time i wrote an entry is when i am pregnant.. haha.. now i already a mother to a 10mth of baby.. How time flies?

Yes.. my baby is 10 mths now and he is the best BOY in life i wont wan to exchange for... He is my everything beside the MAN n the family.. Nanti marah pulak si Mr K..

Life really changing a lot now... With new challenges which i will embark in November.. I am leaving a nice n memorable place which i spent 3/4 of my day... My "Paradise" office.. Y i called it paradise..

1) I got a very very nice BOSS.. He is so concerned abt my well being.. especially when i was pregnant last time.. he always make sure everything is fine..

2) My colleagues are the best.. they r such fun n loving ppl.. No arguement between us.. We always have our fun.

3) My "Twin", Chermaine, who is always there for me to listen to my craps n nonsense.. We just get close since November last year and now we hv to go on our separate ways.. how sad.. I am gonna miss u so much..

Well i think this is it.. I will try my best to pen down my tots now n then..

My 2nd Checkup

2007-06-08T19:26:00.001+08:00

Today, i went for my 2nd check up... I was already at KK hospital at 815am as I have to report to KK at 830am.... I have been fasting since midnite as i need to take my blood test for the diabetes.... Pray hard that things will be ok..

Anyway, i am happy to see my baby.... it is growing well now... it is abt 48mm long and when we are looking at it just now.... it keeps moving a lot.... u can see it moves its hand n legs... it so overwhelming experience... Kamal was so happy to see it that he record it on his mobile...

I will load up the file if i can... No promise....

So just hope that KK wont call me next week... NO NEWS IS GOOD NEWS....

In the meantime.... i hope things turn out just fine....

A Whole New Chapter In Life

2007-05-15T15:41:00.000+08:00

First of All, I shall thank Allah for the Gift that HE has given to Me n Hubby..... It is a wonderful gift n finally our prayers have been answered.... Syukur Alhamdullillah....

It is a beginning of a new chapter in our life.... We are gifted with a child of our own... He/she will be with us cum 25 December this year Insya Allah....

For those who knew abt it during the Chalet, Thanks for your DOA n hopefully i will go thru this with a smooth journey.... Even though, i am not feeling all well now with the nausea n vomiting.... and it making me so weak... i will gather all my strength to have a HEALTHY baby...
Insya Allah....

PS : Will keep updating all of you with the scanning n stuff abt the BABY if only Time permits.... For now, just pray that i will go thru the first trimester with a breeze...

Scissor Paper OR Stone

2007-03-03T21:40:00.000+08:00

HOLA....... Wat the heck? The first entry of the Year... oh my god... i am so left behind.... Hehehe... Sorry my dearest kuzzins.... I apologised for such a "Late" update... but alas here i go...

As you can see, i just change my template... Thanks to Nana who is here to help me... She is here at my crib coz we just came back from Bukit Panjang Plaza for a short game of Scissor Paper Stone all thanks to POWER 98.... First Prize is representing Singapore at the SPS challenge in Toronto Canada and $5000 in cash (kaching kaching)......

It has been great day well spent with my fav kuzzin n of coz my hunny bunny.... hahaha.... HERE goes the long long story.....

As per normal, it been my hubby hobby to enter into competition.... so he has signed up myself n him to Scissor Paper Stone Challenge held by POWER 98.... We end up at BPP at 130pm for registration.... Then called up Nana and asked her to join us as registration is still open to public....

At abt 315pm... the challenge started... I was to play the game against my luvly hubby and i lost the game in the first round... I am such a Loser... So i got to wait for Hubby and Nana who managed to proceed to the next round... Hubby was out on the 2nd round while Nana on the 3rd...

All of us are out... Haiz we lost but we still stay around to see the winner... as the game enter it 5th round... there is a ODD challenge... A need to get a player in the game so a draw was called in.... The DJ announced contestant no 40.... OH MY GOD.... dat was ME....

In the state of shock, i went up the stage and play the game again... this time i got LUCKY... I won and that makes me the last two standing in the game.... YAHOOOOOO...... In my mind was TORONTO here i come....

I played the game with this gal who been there from the beginning.... BUT i was not that lucky to win... I lose my dream to be a representative in TORONTO but none the less.... I won the 2nd prize...

A DVD recorder... A Tivoli Radio & $500 shopping voucher in BPP....

Who says I cant be LUCKY.....

The Pillar of my Strength

2006-11-14T15:45:00.000+08:00

Well.... HOLA.... i am back... i hope it is for good...

I am writing this entry is becoz i am missing the pillar of my strength... he is in the camp for 5 days and today is only the 2nd day and i could not take it...

I miss my Hunny Bunny so much.... Dear, please come back home soon.... I could see myself hugging u tight and kissing u as i am missing u so so much....

Luv of My Life

2006-08-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

I am missing my Hubby so so much.... Dun ask me y coz i been feeling this way since last week.... Keep missing him when he is not around..... I feel so lost without him by my side.... I want him 24/7 if permitted....

He is the greatest companion dat i will nvr wan to exchange with and lose for the rest of my life.... he always make sure that i received a kiss very nite without miss even though i am fast asleep [i can sense his present okie..]... and me make sure i am all tucked in...

Hubby... i will make sure we spend time just the two of us soon.... i know both of us need that.... I miss holding your hand and exchange kisses with u.... How we used to smooch...

So Hubby.... I MISS YA BADLY....

The wait is finally over

2006-02-26T22:42:00.000+08:00

My wait is finally over....... after a week of waiting in agony the verdict is finally over.....

I am NOT pregnant....... Ya Allah, i redha akan pemberianmu dan semoga engkau kaburkan la doaku di hari yang akan datang..... Semoga aku akan menjadi seorang yang lebih bersyukur dan semoga aku akan menjadi lebih tabah menhadapi dugaan ni.....

Ya Allah, kau kurniakan la aku seorang cahaya mata utk penghiburku suami isteri serta cucu kepada kedua ibu bapa kami.... Insya Allah.

Semoga Allah Dengarkan Doaku

2006-02-24T13:54:00.000+08:00

it has been 5 days today dat i have missed my menses..... but no sign of bb yet.... Got the PT tested on Wednesday but no no.....

Ya Allah dengarkan la doaku ni.... Kurniakan la kami rahmat dan zuriat...... semoga kami akan menjaga ciptaanmu dgn penuh kasih dan sayang dan mengasuhnye dgn baik........

Sampaikan la hajat kedua dua ibu bapa kami dgn tangisan bayi..... Insya Allah mereka akan lebih bahagian dgn ketibaan bayi tu.....

Amin.....

Missing My Hubby

2006-02-15T14:45:00.000+08:00

I dunno y i have been feeling so low dis few days...... My moods seem so cold and i tried so hard to smile but i know deep down i am still sad...... Keep getting to know that ppl around me who is married is being pregnant but me............. NO LUCK!!!!!!!!!! Ya Allah hanya kau sahaja yang bleh mengaburkan doa hambamu ni...........

Hubby thanks for yesterday..... I know u wan me to be happy.... and thanks for the treat to AYAM PENYET............. Luv ya sayang............. But i am really missing you now especially when i am feeling down......

Why Why Why?????

2006-01-16T14:47:00.000+08:00

I just dunt understand why do ppl have to use sacrastic remarks on me..... Y do all of you have to hurt my feelings? Y cant all of you say things that is nice to hear? Instead of passing me remarks which just make me sick and refuse to say anything else to you.......

I have never tried to say anything hurting to all of you...... I know i cant speak any other languages and it makes most of the ppl around me get irritated of me..... I know i am not able to pleased anyone but i will always try..... Even though i cant speak but i will still call and say hi.... did you ever do that? have you ever tried? I sick and tired of all this......

Dear God, please help me coz one you understands me.....

WOOOO AHHHHH!!!!!!

2005-12-08T10:33:00.000+08:00

Brazillian Wax!!!! The thought makes most of us go wooooo!!!!!! Getting all the hair at your "baby" waxed out!!!! That's sound like hell...... Well guess wat? I did the unbelievable!!!! I got thru it just fine!!!!

Yesterday, I went to Strip at Holland Village with Nana who is accompanying me to go thru the challenge.... Well actually i have been thinking abt it for the past days and browsing thru the internet to check wat others think abt it!!!!! Well most people say it is unbearable and the process can "kill".....

First, ask Hubby wat he thinks abt it? Well of coz the answer is if you think you can handle then go for it.... but after hearing the after effects that my "baby" will be a swell then he say " No need la dar!!! Later during our 2nd Honeymoon how????" You say u want to have baby so just as well no need to do!" So decision make was not to go....

Wake up yesterday morning.... hmmm... i felt like going for it so ask Nana for her opinion and she say "Painful kan sis but y not you try and tell me your experience!!" So pick up my courage and call STRIP..... Appointment at 6PM......

Meet Nana at the bus stop near the MRT at 550pm and we walk to STRIP at the same time developing my courage to go on with the waxing...... The moment i reached at the doorstep i know there is no turning back.....

With the courage i collected i walk into the shop and i was told to go to the room and get striped.... While waiting for the therapist, i keep controlling myself and keeping myseld at ease.... Then the therapist arrived and i know the moment has come....

She slowly put the hot wax where it suppose to be and 1 2 3 and the sound of ripped off can be heard..... the feeling of a pinch is felt.... i still can go thru this.... one after another the therapist waxed off my hair..... even my labia is not spared.... but to be honest the waxed off the labia is not painful after all like i expeceted but the waxed off of the top part which is more painful.....

Shall not elaborate my experience on the waxing part but I managed to go thru the whole process without even screaming and it is not that painful after all.... maybe i believe giving birth is much pain even though i myself have not went thru it....

And i shall say it paid off to do the stupid thing coz my Hubby loves it!!!!! hehehehehehe.... I shall have a wonderful 2nd Honeymoon......

Shopping!!!!!

2005-12-05T12:03:00.000+08:00

well well well..... shopping spree for me yesterday with hubby.... if it not for the Italy trip we wont be shopping.....

got up at 1030am yesterday and get ready for go out to buy winter clothing and some other stuff for the trip..... we went to Peninsula to get my hubby shoes at BATA (buy and throw away) hehehehe.... then got a call from Cik Salim and family.... they are at Lucky Plaza to eat "Ayam Penyet" so apa lagi mari kita ikut skali... so hubby got no choice but to follow me to Lucky Plaza... hehehehe then we went to Marina to get the winter clothing..... Cik Salim & Family ikut skali.....

Shop and shop and shop when finally settle down at WINNINGS (place where you can get your camping stuff).... we bought thermal wear, gloves n snow cap for both of us.... Nice of my hubby when he say i think you better get yourself the thermal wear coz nanti u tak tahan sejuk... me i tak kisah pasal i can tahan.... Wohoooo!!!!! so touching!!!!

Spent about more than $200 for the stuffs.... Hubby paid for the winter clothing while me paid for the gloves and snow cap..... hehehehehe.... at least i paid some right hubby!!!!

Today is also mum's 49 Birthday!!!! Mum, i pray for your happiness and safety as well as your health.... i know i cant do much now eversince i am married off.... but please rest assure that i love you no matter wat and i treasure you... no one can brought us apart only ALLAH SWT can.... I luv you mum and Happy Birthday!!!!!

2 Days without Hubby BUT good times with Parents

2005-12-01T09:15:00.000+08:00

Well well well...... Since yestesday after 730am, i have not seen my hubby and only got to see him tomorrow after 6pm.... Geee..... Miss him so so much....

Me at my mum's place and him at his..... well he got to work till late this 2 days so i decided to sleep over my mum's place.... well hubby this will show how much you miss me....

I got to eat sambal crab yesterday with my parents..... it has been a long time that i have dinner with them..... Thanks mum and dad for the fabulous dinner.... I miss both of you too.... How i wish i could do this with both of you and hubby together everyday.....

LUV you mom n dad and Hubby i miss you....

Squeezeeeeeeeeeeeee

2005-11-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

Saturday (26 Nov 2005)

I had a great fun with my kuzzins and hubby not forgetting my parents...... We went for a competition of squeezing ourselves into a 9 seater MPV..... Cool huh.....

We started out with only 25 people and went the competition started, the first team got 37 people into the car..... OMG not enuff people wat to do? So we went begging to strangers along the street to join the team.... Cant believe it that we managed to lure more that 26 people to join us.... though it hard but it worth the begging.....

hmmmm.... another thing how to fit the 50 people in the car.... strategies strategies!!!!! Manage to come out with a plan into fitting most of us in the car..... When it come to our turn.... 5 4 3 2 1 and we start to fit one by one most of the team members.... guess wat me is situated near the dashboard.... hehehehe free show on my butt la....

Wohooooooo...... so stuffy seh!!!!! Feel like cant breathe anymore but must be cool!!!! hehehehe and when all the doors of the MPV is shut!!!! Now the verdict time.... Gosh!!! we manage to squeeze 41 people in the car...... wahhhhhhhh!!!!! Not bad for adults ler!!!! all the other contestants are small petite students leh!!!!

Even though is not enuff to win but i believe all of us had a great fun...... n the winner of the competition manage to squeeze 50 PEOPLE into the MPV you know...... even best!!!!!

Thanks to my kuzzins & frens and not forgetting my hubby's frens and my parents too.... You guys and gals rock my world.......

Its Has Been A LONG LONG Time

2005-11-24T16:33:00.000+08:00

Well.... it been a long time that i have updated my blog....... is not about the time but if more to me not being able to express myself in words..... Like people say Word can described a person character, feeling and so forth.....

Let recap what has happened the past few months...... Hmmmmm...... First of all, me n hubby has already move into our new home..... it is so cool and we have the whole lot of time to ourselves and just us..... we have been having lesser quarrels but if we do it is quite a BIG one i shall say.......

Recently we got into a big fight until i almost leave the house but my hubby was not happy about it at all..... we almost break the whole marriage but after much crying and crying at last we resolved the matter..... I know deep in my heart i do not wan the marriage to end just like dat but sometimes i just stressed out.... Some stressed which i can explain and it keep bottled up...... And i know too that my hubby loves me as much but being a guy of coz he does have his ego and he definately will not wan to be the one to be blamed...... Well my hubby is a nice guy and so far he has changed a lot thru out the marriage..... HUBBY, I Love you and i dun wan to lose you over some stupid misunderstanding that we have...... I wan to have BABIES!!!!

Yup.... talking about babies, we been trying and trying but no avail..... Ya Allah, please answer our prayers..... I have been trying to see if some traditional ways might help but Hubby is slightly against it coz he say " massage by a guy is not a good idea" then "i dun wan the gynea to be a guy too" and many many more..... So i am not sure wat to do....... Hopefully one day things will be different not that i trying to be too open minded but I am trying to be rational as there are doctors who are guys and they still check you if you are their patients and nurses tooo are also guys... and you might even be their patients one day and they might help you to clean ourselves..... So Hubby, not saying that you are old fashioned but maybe you can give it a thought.... (",)

And another thing, I miss going out with my Kuzzins..... Yo guys, i miss all of you..... Miss the time we spent together.... and how i wish it will happen again.... Oh by the way, I am now known as "Cha Chi" in hindi and it means auntie of the guys side..... My sister in law has given birth to a baby boy after a long overdue of 12 days..... Geee.... how i wish it was my time to deliver..... talking about babies makes me so down.... i cant wait to be a mom but i still do not have the chance......What have gone wrong? What can i do?

And i will be flying off to Italy on 13 Dec and back on 20 Dec with hubby and off to KL on 23 Dec and back maybe on 26 Dec or 27 Dec with hubby and parents and uncles and aunties and kuzzins.......

So anything you guys wan from Italy please let me know but not so expensive okie... coz not enuff money hoh..... (",)

Okie for now hope to blog again..... this time more frequent and keep all my kuzzins updates on my life and hope my pregnancy...... (",)

Had a Great Fun on CNY!!!!

2005-02-11T09:18:00.000+08:00

Well well well............. the whole of Sakmah Family had a chalet on CNY......... Attendance was almost there only Cik Gayah Family is not around!!!!

We had a whole lots of fun.... playing games and gathered among ourselves to catch up with things...... the whole thing goes smoothly and i am so happy to meet each and every one of my family.......

I will like to take it opportunity to thanks the rest of the committe members..... especially to my game masters: Nana n Huda!!!!! U guys rocks man!!!!!! and not forgetting to my sub committee..... : Marriza, Shafiqah, Shaidah, Aslam, Ahmad, Syuhada n every one involved in the decorating the chalet...... u guys are great!!!.....

Hope we meet again soon!!!!!

A whole new life

2005-01-24T13:03:00.000+08:00

Woooooo..... Long time i have not update huh...... niwae here is goes:-

21 Jan 05

Today is Hari Raya Haji.... we have gathering at nenek's house.... geee wat a crowd!!!! N i am so glad to see my luving cuzzins... how i miss them all.... dey r the best company i will never ever regret.... u guys n gals rock my world..... well back to biz... we have discussions on the upcoming gathering on CNY... we will have lots of fun on dat particular day... can't wait... so like normal the discussion drag n drag n drag but this time around all the activities will be handle by us the youngsters.... so we got to set up a committee.... and guess wat I was made the scapegoat being the president ..... hahahaha..... why do u guys chose me as a president!!!! i am not able to make it but watever it is i will try not to let u all down....... After all the discussion, we all agreed to meet up again on 29 Jan 05 for the follow up on the agenda.

22 Jan 05

I woke up about 9 this morning coz i have hunt for renovation contractor for the new house... oh yes the new house at bukit batok which we just got the key on 14 Jan 05.... sooooooo excited.... wen to bukit batok for the installation of water and electricity and brought my parents along..... gee.... many things to change after going thru the whole house again and again.... headed to Chew Interior Design but the whole cost is so expensive..... so we decided not to choose Chew.... that day also we wen to east coast with the rest of the aunties and uncles and we stayed all the way until 1 in the morning..... after which my parents and us wen to JB for supper and top up the fuel...... reached home at abt 3 in the morning..... and wen straight to bed.....

23 Jan 05

Woke up at abt 11 in the morning and all set to go for contractor hunting again.... wen to have lunch at rahimah at kembangan before heading to Plaster Glass Design..... the moment i entered the showroom.... something catched my eyes.... one of the room design is soooooo beautiful.... i like the concept of that bedroom..... so i decided to give it a shot...... so there we go... sitting n discussing abt the whole reno thing and we got the quotation.... guess wat the whole house reno will cost me abt 48 thousands which include my fav concept that i was saying.... geeeeee...... that is a boom adding to it... the cost may increase due to the wiring...... alamak.... makin botak my hubby dibuatnye.... so it leads to we head to HomeWay located at Joo Chiat which Abg Dini n Kak Tur recommended...... hmmm..... another long long discussion wif the guy (Jaffree).... hmmm.... i wanted the concept at Plaster Design so much that i decided to let the guy know abt wat i wan.... so guess wat the cost is slightly lower by 4 thousand n i will only sign if the guy is able to give wat i see at Plaster Design n he promised to give his very best... so we sign him on.... and the reno is solved provided i have the bank to approved my loan.... hopefully i will be able to get it n the whole process will run smoothly.... Insya Allah......

To all my cuzzins, pls pray that everything will run smoothly n we r able to have a good chilling time at my new crib later...... U all can lepakzzzzz at my house wen i moved in later.....

To my hubby..... Thanks for making my dreams come true... n hope we r able to build our home n life together till the end of time..... I Luv Ya.....

To my parents..... hope all the best for me n thanks for understanding me all this time... I will never forget the sarification that mum n dad have put in for me... from my birth till now.... even though i am married off...... I will take care of you as i promised n i will never forget that...

Soooooo..... a whole new life will begin for me..............

WassUp?!

2005-01-11T22:28:00.000+08:00

Heya!...
sorrie for the delay in the skin of your blog!~
a lil busy wif the preparation of presentations... tutorials and also some family gathering thingy!....
so here it goes the old skin... ive crapped things in the blog.. if u feel like changing... one day i can teach u how to...! heheh!

anyway!! UPDATE THE BLOG!!

oryteS NANA outzzz!!

Tankie U

2005-01-05T22:28:00.000+08:00

Wowwww..... got a nice blog... thanks to my dearest kuzzin, Nana......

Nice skin i have..... well well well..... let give her ard of applause..... okie get back to my day today.... work as usual sucksss....my colleague is on leave the whole day and guess wat 2molo she on leave again..... wat a day to start my new year......

after work, i went to bencoolen st wif my luving hubby to check out my specky..... hahahahaha all becoz my hubby broke my specs..... geeeeee..... but too bad all dat specs does not catch my eyes.... i wan a cool and different from the rest.......

guess i be going for specs shopping this weekend.... yippeeeeee...... so til then to d looooooo....... chow....... and to my kuzzins..... u guys rockssssss...... n i luv all of you..... thanks for being a part of my life.... and for my hubby i luv ya so much..... so much that you cant imagine......

HeY Hey!!

2005-01-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

Check Out the new skin!!

herMmmm..... its done by me as in NaNa!!... ahahahah~!

hope u like it sista!!...

Peace!!

My first blog

2004-12-30T17:24:00.000+08:00

Hi everyone, geeee..... dis is my first blog..... hahahaha..... me actually dunno how to write a blog.... just doing dis for d fun of it..... but niwae..... my dearest cuzzins..... pls help me along coz i am very bad in doing all dis..... bear wif me.....