The Pillar of my Strength

Well.... HOLA.... i am back... i hope it is for good...

I am writing this entry is becoz i am missing the pillar of my strength... he is in the camp for 5 days and today is only the 2nd day and i could not take it...

I miss my Hunny Bunny so much.... Dear, please come back home soon.... I could see myself hugging u tight and kissing u as i am missing u so so much....

Luv of My Life

I am missing my Hubby so so much.... Dun ask me y coz i been feeling this way since last week.... Keep missing him when he is not around..... I feel so lost without him by my side.... I want him 24/7 if permitted....

He is the greatest companion dat i will nvr wan to exchange with and lose for the rest of my life.... he always make sure that i received a kiss very nite without miss even though i am fast asleep [i can sense his present okie..]... and me make sure i am all tucked in...

Hubby... i will make sure we spend time just the two of us soon.... i know both of us need that.... I miss holding your hand and exchange kisses with u.... How we used to smooch...

So Hubby.... I MISS YA BADLY....

The wait is finally over

My wait is finally over....... after a week of waiting in agony the verdict is finally over.....

I am NOT pregnant....... Ya Allah, i redha akan pemberianmu dan semoga engkau kaburkan la doaku di hari yang akan datang..... Semoga aku akan menjadi seorang yang lebih bersyukur dan semoga aku akan menjadi lebih tabah menhadapi dugaan ni.....

Ya Allah, kau kurniakan la aku seorang cahaya mata utk penghiburku suami isteri serta cucu kepada kedua ibu bapa kami.... Insya Allah.

Semoga Allah Dengarkan Doaku

it has been 5 days today dat i have missed my menses..... but no sign of bb yet.... Got the PT tested on Wednesday but no no.....

Ya Allah dengarkan la doaku ni.... Kurniakan la kami rahmat dan zuriat...... semoga kami akan menjaga ciptaanmu dgn penuh kasih dan sayang dan mengasuhnye dgn baik........

Sampaikan la hajat kedua dua ibu bapa kami dgn tangisan bayi..... Insya Allah mereka akan lebih bahagian dgn ketibaan bayi tu.....

Amin.....

Missing My Hubby

I dunno y i have been feeling so low dis few days...... My moods seem so cold and i tried so hard to smile but i know deep down i am still sad...... Keep getting to know that ppl around me who is married is being pregnant but me............. NO LUCK!!!!!!!!!! Ya Allah hanya kau sahaja yang bleh mengaburkan doa hambamu ni...........

Hubby thanks for yesterday..... I know u wan me to be happy.... and thanks for the treat to AYAM PENYET............. Luv ya sayang............. But i am really missing you now especially when i am feeling down......

Why Why Why?????

I just dunt understand why do ppl have to use sacrastic remarks on me..... Y do all of you have to hurt my feelings? Y cant all of you say things that is nice to hear? Instead of passing me remarks which just make me sick and refuse to say anything else to you.......

I have never tried to say anything hurting to all of you...... I know i cant speak any other languages and it makes most of the ppl around me get irritated of me..... I know i am not able to pleased anyone but i will always try..... Even though i cant speak but i will still call and say hi.... did you ever do that? have you ever tried? I sick and tired of all this......

Dear God, please help me coz one you understands me.....