Well.... it been a long time that i have updated my blog....... is not about the time but if more to me not being able to express myself in words..... Like people say Word can described a person character, feeling and so forth.....
Let recap what has happened the past few months...... Hmmmmm...... First of all, me n hubby has already move into our new home..... it is so cool and we have the whole lot of time to ourselves and just us..... we have been having lesser quarrels but if we do it is quite a BIG one i shall say.......
Recently we got into a big fight until i almost leave the house but my hubby was not happy about it at all..... we almost break the whole marriage but after much crying and crying at last we resolved the matter..... I know deep in my heart i do not wan the marriage to end just like dat but sometimes i just stressed out.... Some stressed which i can explain and it keep bottled up...... And i know too that my hubby loves me as much but being a guy of coz he does have his ego and he definately will not wan to be the one to be blamed...... Well my hubby is a nice guy and so far he has changed a lot thru out the marriage..... HUBBY, I Love you and i dun wan to lose you over some stupid misunderstanding that we have...... I wan to have BABIES!!!!
Yup.... talking about babies, we been trying and trying but no avail..... Ya Allah, please answer our prayers..... I have been trying to see if some traditional ways might help but Hubby is slightly against it coz he say " massage by a guy is not a good idea" then "i dun wan the gynea to be a guy too" and many many more..... So i am not sure wat to do....... Hopefully one day things will be different not that i trying to be too open minded but I am trying to be rational as there are doctors who are guys and they still check you if you are their patients and nurses tooo are also guys... and you might even be their patients one day and they might help you to clean ourselves..... So Hubby, not saying that you are old fashioned but maybe you can give it a thought.... (",)
And another thing, I miss going out with my Kuzzins..... Yo guys, i miss all of you..... Miss the time we spent together.... and how i wish it will happen again.... Oh by the way, I am now known as "Cha Chi" in hindi and it means auntie of the guys side..... My sister in law has given birth to a baby boy after a long overdue of 12 days..... Geee.... how i wish it was my time to deliver..... talking about babies makes me so down.... i cant wait to be a mom but i still do not have the chance......What have gone wrong? What can i do?
And i will be flying off to Italy on 13 Dec and back on 20 Dec with hubby and off to KL on 23 Dec and back maybe on 26 Dec or 27 Dec with hubby and parents and uncles and aunties and kuzzins.......
So anything you guys wan from Italy please let me know but not so expensive okie... coz not enuff money hoh..... (",)
Okie for now hope to blog again..... this time more frequent and keep all my kuzzins updates on my life and hope my pregnancy...... (",)
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